And just like that it's been one year. One year since Reece thought I was Guga, one year since the phone was passed to him and he talked so fast I couldn't understand him, one year of walking sadly by the Spider-Man aisle, one year since the cousins were all together this side of Heaven, one year since he sleepily came downstairs and snuggled his mom while I just smiled, one year since I saw him look adoringly at Dan. All these things and infinitely more break my heart.

But then I remember it's been one year in Jesus' presence, one year of hearing angle symphonies, one year of Heaven. It is still beyond horrible, and still hard to wrap my mind around. I think of him daily, in the tiniest of ways, little reminders from above. I wish to God it was different, but I know I'll see Reece again, one day. Until then, I'll be that lady that cries at Disney when I see brothers together, or at songs in church that remind me of you and the wonderful Savior with whom you rest. We love you forever Reece.
I remember this moment like it was yesterday, and it makes me giggle.
"We couldn't love you more, but someone does...Jesus"